Caught a very brief glimpse of a spirit yesterday, at the lift landing under my friend's house at about 9pm. An old Chinese man, black eyes, nearly bald, looking at the 4 of us (my frens and I) but when i looked at him he disappeared very quickly. It was little blur cuz I was swinging around to look at him, but I did manage to see the face, not the rest of the body though...
I didn't feel like connecting with him anyway. Didn't creep out though, he's just the observing type I guess. But my reaction was seriously...unexpected on my side. I thought I'd scream when I see a ghost but I was kinda indifferent.
He didn't feel like the type who needs help; afterall,he felt as though he was like "see then see, who cares" or rather "oops, she saw me". =.= Not one of those desperate spirits who're trying to communicate with the world.
Besides, he didn't seem very friendly. His energy felt like one of those...er...typical Singaporean senior citizens who like to...o.O dunno. Argue a lot over trivial things? Nah not all senior citizens are like that. Just some.
I guess I'll just let him be.
Anyway I saw a terribly creepy cat yesterday too, at the top few levels of the carpark near my fren's house. It had a line of dried blood caking the space between it's left eye and the nose, and kept meowing with every step. The way it looked at us was...weird, too. It carried that kind of pleading, yet it's not just some animal pleading like "I'm hungry, feed me".
It was more of...I dunno. More of craving for help from something dangerous. I just had a feeling as though it was pretty vulnerable against a certain dark entity, and trying to let us know about it. Followed us practically everywhere. It looked kinda possessed.
Shhh...something happened during art lesson so Endro and I had a bit more free time to wander around. It rained somewhere inbetween, so we spent some time reading the "Indigo Children" book that she borrowed from the library. Interesting, just that it kept talking about education for Indigos. Haiz... Nothing much to say though. Just that Endro and I were practising psi manipulation downstairs. XD Felt lots of static. I think metal is a pretty good conductor of psi energy, since when Endro touches anything metal, I feel it on my side too. I mean static electricity. Like...mild shocks. o.O Weird, I know.
I made another hypothesis today. Endro and I were discussing about how cameras may be capable of capturing images of things we can't see; spirits, energy traces, auras...So I recalled something I read yesterday in a chinese book about science.
I can't remember the whole process, but the methods of photograph "washing" involved X-rays and atoms or something. So basically I'm thinking...if spirits were energy imprints, could they be consisted of a different type of energy and light ray, including the X-ray? If this is true, that may explain why they're captured on cameras.
Now I think I'm gonna start searching up stuff on atoms and quantum physics. Quantum theories are basically the root of many sciences and parapsychology. Knowing more about atoms and molecules etc may help me in my "research" on parapsychological and spiritual things.
Okay...lit PT...*sob* Haiz...stupid school stuff. And my parents took my laptop out to the living room cuz they're worried about me playing com or something. Now no more freedom -.- haiz. I don't expect them to even know that the internet is my only outlet of emotions now. T.T
Well I can't blame them. It's not really their fault for not understanding anyway. =.=
Cya...night...bye...........
~~~Erawind~~~
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